intentions.

why is it not okay for someone to want time alone?
is it such a crime to want to do your own thing?

questioned for doing what i am doing.
why is it that i have to give you a reason for doing what i want.
understand that there is no undertone to why i do this.
i do it because it makes me feel calm.
not because i want to get away from you and everyone else.
or whatever ludicrous reason you choose to believe.


ive learnt to trust myself and only myself.
people you thought were your friends are no longer.

i found out how two-faced you can be.
youre judgemental and hypocritical.
and you've surely lost my trust.
i dont look at you the same way.
i did something unintentionally to you and you gave me reason to feel bad.
you said this, thinking it wont get to me.
but it has and i now know the truth.
its so easy to just forget your friendship, believe me.