intentions.

why is it not okay for someone to want time alone?
is it such a crime to want to do your own thing?

questioned for doing what i am doing.
why is it that i have to give you a reason for doing what i want.
understand that there is no undertone to why i do this.
i do it because it makes me feel calm.
not because i want to get away from you and everyone else.
or whatever ludicrous reason you choose to believe.


ive learnt to trust myself and only myself.
people you thought were your friends are no longer.

i found out how two-faced you can be.
youre judgemental and hypocritical.
and you've surely lost my trust.
i dont look at you the same way.
i did something unintentionally to you and you gave me reason to feel bad.
you said this, thinking it wont get to me.
but it has and i now know the truth.
its so easy to just forget your friendship, believe me.

uneducated.

i dont understand how a bunch of people can be so rude and demeaning with no etiquette whatsoever. they were verbally abusive, not to mention racist too. there is no need for violence on the field. pissed me off you bunch of ill educated bogans! we'll get our justice!

1 eventually becomes 2.

i was asked about you today. subconciously it frustrated me. and i didnt realise until now. no longer there. but you still manage to piss me off.


im not talking to you. im not making effort. its not because im angry at you. its because i dont want to take it out on you. and have to regret it tomorrow.

frustrated.agitated.angry.emotional.fragile.

♫

25 is my favourite #.

1. loving "call you tonight" - johnta austin.
2. i forgive easily, but i never forget.
3. i dread going to work every sunday.
4. i could drink warm water all day.
5. i miss primary school.
6. when my cousin was young he mistook dog shit for a rock, and picked it up!
7. recently purchased an asus netbook.
8. my brothers and i used to ride my cousins dog when we were young.
9. i used to cry when teachers yelled at me.
10. i believe in ghosts and spirits.
11. at night i will never whistle or look up at trees.
12. i love finding old things when i clean my room.
13. i regret not ever taking a family portrait.
14. i chucked out all of my books after the hsc.
15. i like to keep a record of what i do everyday in my diary.
16. i hate it when people mistake my joy for immaturity.
17. i wish i could go back to 2005.
18. i love looking back at old photos to see how people have changed.
19. dad wont let us dl any music, so im forced to mooch.
20. i make sure i say goodbye or goodnight to my parents before i go anywhere.
21. i used to cry in my closet when mum and dad yelled at me.
22. i need to buy filling for my bean bags.
23. i cant stand looking downstairs once the lights are off.
24. i have no idea how to save money.
25. my brother wanted a monkey as a pet.

my little secret.

im
into
you.

impulsive and ready for it all.

Infatuation is instant desire.
It is marked by a feeling of insecurity.
You are excited and impulsive.